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The Screaming Silence

 


As I have mentioned, I worked for two seasons on the Spotted Owl Survey for the US Forest Service back in the day. This involved setting up stations around areas that were scheduled for timber harvesting to see if there were owls nesting there. We would look at a topographic map and see where we needed to put stations (usually along logging roads) so that we could get complete coverage of the area to be harvested. We would go out during the day and mark these stations with ribbons, then at night we would go to each station and “hoot” for ten minutes. If we did not get a response, we would move on to the next station and so on until we could be sure there were no spotted owls in the vicinity.

This meant we were working at night in the woods. There is a lot of wildlife activity at night in the woods. It is not just owls, a fair number of wildlife are nocturnal. We saw coyotes, bobcats, cougars, bats, frogs, deer, elk, among other things. But it was not just seeing the wildlife, we also heard it. Of course we were training our ears to hear spotted owls, but we heard a lot of other animals. There were at least six other species of owls in our forest. It is really not all that difficult to differentiate the calls of other owls from a spotted owl. We noted them in our report, but they were not why we were there. We heard other strange noises in the woods. When you hear elks calling in the middle of the night in the forest it sounds like humpback whales. I’m not kidding. Frogs can be very annoying when they set up a chorus and try to outvoice each other while you are trying to listen for a faint hoot. We also heard crickets, night hawks, coyotes and other unidentified rumblings through the brush. We didn’t worry too much about the coyotes unless they were close.

We heard other sounds in the forest at night. The burbling of nearby creeks. The wind whispering through the trees. In some cases, it wasn’t whispering but shouting. If the wind was too loud, we had to call it a night. Everything we were doing was dependent on our ability to hear the owls, so our auditory experience in the forest was of great consequence. When we weren’t hooting, we tried to remain as quiet as possible.

We got used to the natural background sounds of the forest. But there was one place that had no sound. One station we visited was always eerily silent. Have you ever been in a cave and reached a point where there was no light, where you turned off the flashlight and you literally could not see your hand in front of your face. Yeah, it was like that, except with the absence of sound rather than light. No animal sounds, no wind, no water sounds, not so much as two blades of grass rubbing together. It felt as if the sound of your very breaths were being siphoned off into a black hole. It wasn’t just quiet, it was the complete absence of sound, the impossibility of sound. It felt like we were enclosed in a casket. There was just a feeling of wrongness, like ‘does all the wildlife know something that we don’t?’ At one point our radio squawked and my partner and I both about jumped out of our skins. Then we laughed about it, but it was a timid, uncomfortable laugh.

We had to visit these same set of stations three times, and since it was a large area, we were covering, we decided to split up for some of the nights. My partner would do one side of the area while I visited the stations on the other. We traded sides so we each got the side with the spooky silent station once. The time when I was alone at the silent station by myself were the longest ten minutes of my life. Pitch black in both sight and sound, it was like being in a sensory deprivation chamber. The worst part was that during that eerie silence I had to hoot. Loudly. It felt like jumping on someone’s haunted grave.

The question is, why was this place so stiflingly quiet? When we were setting these stations up in the daylight, I don’t remember noting anything remarkable about the site. One would assume there is terrain that affects it, like perhaps it is at the end of a side canyon whose walls block sound from three directions. Maybe. But why no wildlife sounds? I could always put it down to bad juju. No matter how I laugh that off, it is the conclusion the emotional part of my brain wants to go back to. It was just a place that felt wrong. Anyway, we survived. No boogey man jumped out to get us. Still, it makes you wonder.

 

Silent world

Broken ambience

I listen


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