Writing can
change the world, but it is not easy. The hardest part of writing (for me) is
getting started. So many times, I have tried to get motivated to write and the
mojo just isn’t flowing. Or, I will have an idea, but be uncertain what to do
with it. Do I proceed down path A, or path B, or path C? Or is there another
even better path that I haven’t considered yet? There is a certain amount of
fear of wasting my time, writing 10,000 words that wind up not going anywhere. Writer’s
block is not always about difficulty in coming up with ideas. Sometimes it is
about what to do with those ideas.
The thing
is, once I get started, I usually can keep the fingers flying. It is just
getting over that initial hurdle that’s the problem. I know this about myself.
You would think that would make it easy to push through the uncertainty
blockage, and just launch into my next project. But no. Knowing about it does
not make it easier.
It’s not
just me. Many writers have this problem or some variant of it. And it is not
just writers. Fear of the unknown, fear of failure, stops people from trying
anything new. Growth or advancement requires change, change in yourself, change
in your world view, change in your comfortable life. We all want growth, either
physical, spiritual, professional, or intellectual growth. We all instinctively
know that we can’t attain that without change. But change is hard. Change is
risky. Change is the unknown. It might be as uncomfortable as walking down the
street naked while singing at the top of your lungs. Getting out of your
comfort zone is what it takes to get anywhere in life. But you have to accept
it. You can’t change the world without changing your world.
Aversion to
change is part of the human makeup. Most of us don’t like change. We like to be
comfortable. Comfort: that is the root of the problem. Wanting to stay
comfortable in our own routine is what keeps us from advancing, keeps us stuck.
Some people are less averse to change than others and those people are doers. Doers
don’t necessarily like change, but they have found a way to push through their
resistance.
I have
basically two creative outlets in my life: Writing and theater. Stepping out
onto a stage for the first time in front of hundreds of people is daunting.
Your desire to achieve something has to overcome your fear of all the ways it
could go wrong. And there are so many ways it can go wrong. If you dwell on
them, you would never go on stage.
Writing is
more private than stepping on stage. If you write into a dead end, no one has
to know. But what you have written is still your baby. If it is bad, you have
to let it go, and that can be demoralizing. It can make you question yourself. “Maybe
I am no good at this writing thing.” It is a confidence killer. Confidence is
what makes you get on stage. It is what makes you push through a writing blockage.
Believing that you really are good at this, you can do this, makes the barriers
fall.
Go out and
change the world. You can do it.
(My science
fiction novel Star Liner, is now available in paperback or as an e-book
through Amazon and other online sources).
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